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[Oct. 28th, 2009|09:59 pm] |
Hello world! Hahas. Its been really stressful and tiring these few days. Seriously beginning to doubt my own capabilities. But yea, I dont believe a busy and stressful week will put me down. I can definitely get through this shit. =). But right now, Im having a real terrible headache. Hope it goes away when I wake up tomorrow morning!
To my wonderful teammates: Dont think you guys will see this, but yea. Life's been great with you guys around, its never boring and help is always there when we need one another. So rock on yea? Just suddenly felt emotional, so I just wanna express somekind of gratitude I guess. hahas.
Im still thinking. Hope I arrive at an answer soon.
ENDURE! Jiayou to myself.
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|12:07 am] |
Hellos people! hahas. Interformation is going very well at the moment. I want the medal so badly. Fight for it! Jiayou team!! Team chalet was fun although attendance wasn't very good. But yea, guess we all had our fair share of fun. Not to mention some of us saw the other side of coach. Hahaha. Coach is a good singer!
Well, glad there were things to keep me happy and busy so I won't have the energy to think of other stuff. But now that I had enough rest, all the thoughts start to flow again. And to be honest, I dont like it. I'm so lost, not knowing what to do. Its been a long time since I felt this way. Oh wells.
Sometimes I just wonder who will be there when I really need someone to be there. I really wonder. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|09:13 pm] |
Hahaha. hellos people. guess I shall blog alil before starting on my work later. hmm, lets see..yst was a normal day, went for training in school. Raylemon got a cake for Cody and Sylvia as it was their birthday. Happy Birthday to both of you yea! Oh! Happy birthday to Catherine as well! Good luck for your A's. =)
Interformation and Safsa open is starting real soon. Altho Im looking forward to it, I fear I may not be fit enough to play to my standard. oh wells.
Been feeling down these few days, thinking alot. But maybe Im feeling down coz Im thinking too much. lols. I really dont understand myself alrdy. Dont understand why Im feeling this way. Maybe its time to find a quiet place, sit down, meditate and sort things out. Too many things occupying my mind.
Coming Monday will be a dreaded day. Going to the dreadful place alone. damn it. hope everything goes well. =/. hahas.
dang ni xi huan yi ge ren shi, bu guan duo tong, duo xin ku..ni ye hui hen xiang jie jing ta, liao jie ta.
Nothing much alrdy. Take care people. =)
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|08:39 pm] |
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Been thinking alot these few days. Came to know about some stuff. And I guess its affected me alil. Oh well, perhaps what lemon said is right. Hahas. Safsa comp and interformation is starting on the 12th of Oct. Hope I do play well.
Feeling pretty uncomfortable right now, throat is hurting quite badly. damn. Well, nothing much was done during the weekends except movie with Mofos last night. Inglourious Bastard is a nice show so do catch it people. hahas.
I'm certain. But... |
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[Sep. 19th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
Hahaha! hellos people! in a pretty good mood today although my knee is hurting right now. damn. But yea, today was my audition day for singing competition. Xinrong and Jiajie went together with me. Thanks! Well, sortof calmed my nerves coz I was rather nervous. Think I did pretty alright, so hope I can make it through! hahahas.
After that, we went pepper lunch for our lunch and MOF for ice cream. yums. Xinrong brought party hats! but we didn't get to wear it much. lols. hmm, after that we went to the arcade. Played basketball, photohunt and table hockey. Quite fun. Next up was cosplay exhibition, but we didn't really saw much as registration was needed. hahahas. Walked to the world food tour, and the place didn't smell too good so we got out of there pretty fast. hahas. Slacked at starbucks for awhile before going to hmv, mph. And after that was home. hahahas. well, I guess it was a really fun day! happy. =) |
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|01:09 am] |
Gonna clear some cobwebs and dust by posting something. Hahaha. Went training earlier on, and only a few people went. So it was rather quiet. Played match with coach and it was pretty fruitful. Hahaha, makes me wanna say without coach, there wont be me today.
Last friday was Jia Jie's 18th birthday! It was a really really fun chalet altho I was the only guy who stayed over. But really enjoyed myself. Thanks Jia Jie and best wishes in whatever you do from present to future yea? Hahaha.
Singing competition is like on saturday. Ive yet to prepare for it and my vocal chords are in terrible condition. Roar.
Sometimes I just wonder why do I stay online when I have no shows to watch or when I have nothing to do. Well, I basically stone for quite some time before deciding to sleep. Its been happening for quite some time, just like its happening now. My life feels so empty, so empty that its getting scary. I know very clearly which part Im lacking in, but there is nothing I can do. Nothing but wait. How long more I wonder, I really wonder. Argh. So frustrating. If there was a waterfall near my house, I will definitely meditate over there to calm my soul. Emptiness really kills.
Feeling rather emo right now. Oh wells.
Goodnights people. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2009|09:51 pm] |
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im losing confidence in myself..in everything..quite depressed..and have no idea how to help myself..sighs..on a side note, played quite well in doubles yst with cody..great exp..nice job partner..singles tmr..and altho im rdy for it totally..my mood aint right now..dam it..cheer up yan jie..ya right..cheer up... |
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[Aug. 1st, 2009|02:56 pm] |
HELLO~! ok..=.=..just a short update yea? till i get the pics..CONGRATS TO TP TableTennis team for putting up a very very memorable pol-ite games this year! Girls team got gold once again! and the guys team got bronze! great job still! Im really glad I was there throughout, giving tactical advice and cheering. Really happy to see the team get the results they deserved. Well, I hope the team can continue to work as one, and strive hard for the coming IVPs. I know you people can do it. Jiayou~! Oh, after dinner yst..whole lot of us went to sing K. sang till 430am? lol..den went home..was really fun man..with high people like candice..and funny expressions by jiajie who was slightly drunk. lol. ok, shall update more on this once i get the pics. cyz! |
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[Jun. 29th, 2009|11:31 pm] |
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WHAT WAS YOUR
1. Last beverage: Honey Aloe Vera.
2. Last phone call: Shamus.
3. Last text message: Wei Chen
4. Last song you listened to: 心动心痛 - 刘畊宏/许慧欣
5. Last time you cried: wahh..cannot rmb la.
HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Nope.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope
9. Lost someone special: Yea..
10. Been depressed: Yeap...
11. Been drunk and threw up: I know my limits..hahas
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
12. white
13. orange
14. black
THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend: Yeah!
16. Fallen out of love: Nope.
17. Laughed until you cried: yes! many times man. lol.
18. Met someone who changed you: hmm..not yet..
19. Found out who your true friends were: I know that all along =).
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeap
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Nope.
23. How many kids do you want: 2!
24. Do you have any pets: Nope, loved looking at them at pet shops tho..hahaha
25. Do you want to change your name: Nah, i like it.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Dinner and drinks with friends of mine.
27. What time did you wake up today: 9.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Slept at 1am..hahaha
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: ORD!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: In the morning.
32. What are you listening to right now : 心动心痛
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Having to stay back tmr for a stupid talk.
35. Most visited webpage: Livejournal.
36. Whats your real name: Lee Yan Jie
37. Nicknames: wah alot. lol.
38. Relationship Status: single.
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Primary School?: Pasir Ris Primary
42. Secondary School?: Dunman Secondary School
43. High school/college?: Temasek Polytechnic
44. Hair colour: Black.
45. Long or short: Medium i guess.
46. Height: 1.72m
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Dont think so..hahaa
48: What do you like about yourself?: hmm..still ok la..
49. Piercings: None.
50. Tattoos: Nope..
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.
Firsts
52. First surgery: forgot alrdy leh..
53. First piercing: NA.
54. First best friend: forget alrdy! .
55. First sport you joined: basketball/badminton
56. First vacation: Perth.
58. First pair of trainers: forgot alrdy.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Air..
60. Drinking: Water.
61. I'm about to: do my work.
62. Listening to: 心动心痛
63. Waiting for: fall out.
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: of coz man! i love kids. 2 will be great!
65. Get Married?: yeap!. =)
66. Career?: Enough to support my family will do. Work hard!
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: No preference
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant, but not too extreme.
HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
77. Drank hard liquor: yeap.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
79. Sex on first date: Nah..
80. Broken someone's heart: Maybe.
82. Been arrested: Nah.
83. Turned someone down: Yeap.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeap. saddening leh..
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeap.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: As much as possible la..hahaa
87. Miracles: yeap!.
88. Love at first sight: nope, but good impression matters.
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope,
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe?
92. Angels: yes!.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
93. Had more than 1 girlfriend at a time: Nope.
94. Did you sing today?: i sing everyday..lol
95. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope.
96. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: primary 5. Back to glory days. hahaha
97. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: none..
98. Afraid of falling in love?: to a certain extent.
99. Posting this as 100 truths?: its 97 to be exact
100. Have you missed somebody?: yeap. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2009|08:04 pm] |
想家 - 卓文萱
那时候 爸爸总是陪我一起走路上学去
那时候 妈妈总是怕我淋到雨 有时 我希望回到过去
握着它的手好安心 每天我在远方担心他的白发
我想回家 为什么一定要长大 为什么世界变得好複杂
我不想独自面对眼泪流下 我只想紧紧抱着他
有时候 我喜欢和朋友一起冒险的游戏分享自由的空气.
有时候 我宁可到海边去淋雨 只是我找不到我自己
我的心其实在逃避 每天被困在幻想和现实之间
我想回家 为什么一定要长大 为什么都不说出真心话
我不想别人看穿我的倔强 我真的好想要回家
为什么一定要长大 为什么世界变得好複杂
我不想独自面对眼泪流下 我只想紧紧抱着他 我真的好想要回家
itunes was playing when I heard this song from 卓文萱's first album when she was 15yrs old. Listened to the lyrics, and realised the lines in bold fits my feelings perfectly. Cant really describe my feelings, but those who understand chinese will probably get a rough idea I guess. Hahahas, now that csc/stta comp has ended..coming up next will be Joola league. It will be the first time Im playing in a Singapore Table Tennis League so yea, wish me luck. Got to get my mind up and ready for everything starting from now. Jiayou! hahas. well, probably going for a movie with Mofos later on. so yea..nice! hahas..Returning to camp tmr after a one week break.
perhaps its there, just that I dont know or Im avoiding. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2009|02:34 am] |
hellos..hahaa..feeling emo, shagged, and sien right now..so shall type some stuff to distract myself..hahaha..lets see, csc/stta comp officially ended today for me..achieved my target for this comp, so im rather satisfied..performance wise was alright for both days of my comp..need to work on areas which im weak at..but not before taking a break from t-t..haha..talked to amanda earlier on, made me realise some stuff as well..thinking about it..hahaaa..jiayou yea my fren! hmm..nothing much..going dwn to watch leckhui play her u18 match later on..and probably watch other people play..since im free till sunday..hahas..its really been a long while..just wondering when i will get the feel again. hahaas. feel like singing out loud as a form of distress, but abit too crazy to do it especially during the wee hours..hahaha..alrights! my eyes are closing real soon..till next time. nites! |
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[May. 20th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
Well..got seriously nothing to do right now..so before i sleep, shall post up something. Sheila told me 2 phrases that she read from a book today, and i found it really interesting. So i shall share it with everyone! =)
1. The mind is its own place and in itself can make a heaven of hell or hell of a heaven.
2. Think big and you'll live big. You'll live big in happiness. You'll live big in accomplishment. Big in income. Big in friends. Big in respect.
Do ponder over this. Interesting stuff..hahahas..
hmm..lets see..there were disputes recently over 2 members who quitted the team..one whom dislike doing PT so much that she quits, the other; i dont know the reason..but seeing two friends quit, to be honest..it didnt felt too good when i heard it from other people..was really surprised when i heard you quit due to pt..since the time i was still the captain of the team, i know that your purpose for trainings is just to play leisurely with huiling and xueli and of coz to do your part for the team. Saw how you grew in technical levels, and i must say you did improve alot. Although not all everyone saw the effort that you have put in, but i do know you were trying to adapt to the different training methods when you were back in ngee ann even though you didnt like it. So from then, i always thought you were those who wont fail yourself you see. I believe you are still you, and perhaps pt to you is really huge hurdle to cross since you dislike it so much. I was harsh a few days back, hope you understand my feelings. Of coz, it has dawned upon me that i have to understand yours as well. Hence, i apologise for my lack in skills for handling this matter. For the other, i wasnt surprised that you left the team. Nothing much except there is no need to broadcast the whole issue to the whole wide world although i know both of you are good friends. Will appreciate if you mind your own business. Thanks.
wow..a short post has turned out longer den i expected..hahaahs..yawns..need to rest my vocal chords as much as i can..if not, my health status will be red very soon..thinking and thinking over the same matter, and i still dont know the answer. Frustrated seriously. Jiayou to myself! haahas..nites people! |
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[May. 10th, 2009|04:59 am] |
hellos! hahhaa..my blog is seriously gathering loads of dust..haven been updating much, simply becoz there's nothing much to update about..monotonous life im leading now..hahaas..met with some setbacks recently..guess i have slacked enough..and time to be serious..hahas..intercon games is still going on, and through each match i play..i accumulate loads of valuable experience. gonna be a fruitful intercon this yr. jiayou! haha..well, you must be wondering why am i still awake at this unearthly hour? coz i just got home not ago from the airport..went to send eugene off to brunei with sheila, shamus, darren. went TCC for cakes and drinks..sinful to eat at this hour..but nvm, shall burn all the fats away later when i wake up! hahas..played bridge/daidi for quite long before we decided to go. sheila wanted to ride on the trolley, so i had much fun pushing her around from t3 to t2..lols. hahaahs. home after that. and here i am reading some news while waiting for my hair to dry. goodnights people! |
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|09:30 pm] |
hellos! hahass..shall do a short update..hmm..yst went to play table tennis at changkat with uncles..played quite alright..must maintain the feel since csc comp is coming nxt month..uncle peter said i improved, which is quite a happy thing since i dont train much nowadays..but it really motivates me when people gives me some encouragement and recognition..hahs..jiayou bahs. =) today: went to collect my jeans earlier in the afternoon, but apparently it wasnt rdy for collection yet..the sales girl resembles so much like a japanese table tennis player named fukuhara ai. lols..after that, had my lunch with raymond. after that, i went over to leckhui's hse to play..lol..jiajie was there as well..both of them played guitar so i sortof attended a mini concert! lol..lamed around..and before we know it..dinner time! had dinner tog with leckhui's mum and sis. quite a wonderful spread for dinner..tastes good too..hahas..thank you for the dinner leckhui! of coz thanking your mummy and auntie as well! hahas..shortly after, left for home. thanks for the lift to the mrt leckhui's mummy..lol..quite a fun day..shall post up some pics we took using leckhui's lappy when i get them.
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nites!
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[Apr. 8th, 2009|11:20 pm] |
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OK PEOPLE, i apologize for not blogging for such a long time..and im really honoured that Jia jie reads my blog. so, this post is for her; telling me to make it alive again. SEE Jia jie!! my journal is back to life. =.= lols..lets see, been really lazy and busy with army..boring life seriously..its been a long time since i went shopping..maybe shall do that tmr i guess! ok..im down with throat infection yet again..mc for today..and this coming saturday will be intercon..no mood for it tho..not much training done for it anyway..hahas..wanted to go for a run earlier on, but apparently..it rained..so ya..tmr den run. hmm..nothing else i guess..oh, i realised i said this post is for Jia jie..so i should type something about her..ok lets see..known her for quite long le la..forgot when i started talking to you also..maybe during the 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni' drama period..ya..should be correct..hahas..got to know you better la..From cold princess to not so cold princess! HAHA..a really fun friend to be with..not forgetting that she lends a listening ear when i got some probs previously..so, Jia jie..its really nice having you around! cheers! cya soon! =) ..alrights..nothing else..nites people! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2009|11:24 pm] |
Helloos! Gonna post up the pics taken today during Kbox and dinner with Xinyi, Leck Hui, Jia Jie and Raymond. Had a fun day, heard many songs i haven heard before. had nice company and nice food. Xinyi & Leck Hui sang well as usual, Jia Jie sang well too! Raymond's 'one night in beijing' is still the best..lol..i think i just sang alright..so yea! hahas..shall just let the pics do the talking. sleepy. =)
lol.
Leck Hui, Xinyi, Jia Jie, Raymond.
Me.
Leck Hui & Xinyi.
Xinyi & Me.
Leck Hui & Me.
Jia Jie.
Raymond.
Leck Hui and Xinyi. lol
Apparently, i failed in acting cute.
smiles~
hmm..
Poor Jia Jie..lol
Smiles~~
The Girls.
:o
Pouts.
Leck Hui & Me singing.
Me.
Nice lighting.
Top view.
Leck Hui & Me.
hahas.
big head on the left.
Dinner @ Waraku.
Nites people =)
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[Feb. 15th, 2009|12:19 pm] |
hellos! happy belated valentines to everyone! just woke up not too long ago..went out for the whole day man! got home at 4am plus..lols..but it was a fun day spent with MOFOs! i shall just let the pics do the talking. =)
Sheila & Me.
Me, Sheila, Shamus, Firdaus.
Sheila.
Shafiq & Firdaus.
Shafiq with candle.
Sheila & Shamus.
Shamus.
Darren.
Shafiq & Shamus.
Shafiq.
omg. lol
no idea wad i was doing. lol
hahas.
alrights, done with blogging..shall have my lunch soon and go take a nice afternoon nap =x..cyz people! =)
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[Feb. 14th, 2009|01:08 am] |
well, i got my valentines gift from leck hui, she gave me this:
a flower! nice. hahahs
outing with mofos later! and happy valentines to all ! =)
nites |
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